Tag Archives: heartache
Alone and alive (Final Chapter of Book of Romance-Part 1)
This blog is back in action with its original content, feelings and emotions from the bottom of my heart, bare truth for the world to read. I spent all of 2010 and 2011 so far worrying over the fact that everybody who knew me in real life, all the friends, the family members, colleagues, read […]
Happy New Year, that dream is still there
And just like that the year 2009 went by. Exactly the same way went ’07 and ’08 with the blink of an eye, leaving me behind with many exciting moments, many reasons to smile, many moments of pride and success, and some same old blank sheets, and that same old yet to realize dream. TED […]
If you were a poet, would you write a song for me?
I asked, to someone I had a casual sex with, “Do you ever think about me?” He is also a friend, actually first a friend, the sex was like really casual and I am not even thinking of making it a regular activity, not because he wasn’t good, he was, but because sex can’t hold […]
Long time no incoherence
Dr. Motion accused me of paying more attention to Mutiny and extending step motherly attitude to TIMT. Well she is right. Blogging has not been really happening the way it used to be 3 years back. There is no particular reason for it. I just don’t feel so much anymore to be expressed. I feel […]
A Few Good Men: The most perfect romance
My idea of a perfect romance is what you see in the movie, ‘A Few Good Men’. If you have seen the movie you’d be wondering if I have lost it completely for the film doesn’t even have romance. Exactly. That is my idea of romance where you have two people whose lives are so […]
On Random matters of the heart
[Moving on to what I usually write on this blog. I will keep updating the post on Hajra with new information.] A lot of my male friends often tell me, after having broken a girl’s heart, “I always told her there can be no future with me still she had built hope, what to do.” […]
This life…This arbit life
The google talk encountered an unexpected error. All chat windows shut down. I opened another IE window, typed wordpress.com hit enter. The hourglass appears and I am thinking ‘wordpress’ rhymes with ‘depress’. I am loooking at a blue corner, where the two walls of my cubicle meet. The lights in this cubicle are the same […]
My 3rd Rejection
Updated on 1-Oct-09 – “Expired post. I can’t relate to these emotions anymore.” —————————— In all my life so far there have been 3 lucky men to whom I have expressed my feelings and quite fortunately have been rejected by, now when I look back, “what was I thinking?” To the 1st one I had […]
It happened on one summer afternoon
It was some kind of event, but I don’t exactly remember what. I was with a group of people and we had all gone for an adventurous hiking through some exotic locales. There were wild animals, pretty flowers, nice people. I knew I was going to meet him on this journey. I just knew it. […]
A break is a break up
A lot of things have happened in the recent past, some never before incidents. All of them together has made me write a thousand words with many emotions, I cringed a thousand times too to express them all but I couldn’t. I am now going into a long silence, I just can’t express what I […]
Life in Bangalore: On newly found independence
Been a year and a month in Bangalore. Time flew by indeed and I have finally begin to feel I am settled here, only thing I miss is my car. I always wanted to have a car because it gives me a tremendous feeling of independence. As if those are not wheels but wings. I […]
Happy Birthday – 3 Aquarians
Left to Right: Snigs, Kreeti and Me at Pecos, Church Street, Bangalore ————– They say sunsigns are all bull shit. But I think it has to be too much of a coincidence that it was this bunch of 3 intelligent, smart, whacky, eccentric and super sexy aquarians that has together done some of the greatest […]
hmm
It’s been so long I didn’t write a poem. I don’t write much from the heart these days, don’t feel anything actually. Life is going great if you see except that am in my 31st year and still single. There has to be a reason behind this. It cannot be a coincidence. All these years […]
Camping for love
Camping for loveOriginally uploaded by Jace BCB5 Participant Speak Participant # 1 – Hi What collective are you in? Participant # 2 – Oh I am in ‘I found my wife at BCB Collective’ Vinayak Das found his wife Snigdha Sheel (my childhood friend, my eccentric crazy friend cum almost wife) and I found a […]
Lead Me Not 2 Temptation
Men are mostly mean. Am not complaining much, just saying, “it’s not fair”. They suddenly fly in from no where into my life give a little hurt and fly away. ‘Lead me not to temptation’ I say to myself everytime. Alas, I get tempted again and again. Take this guy, Kunal, for example. I knew […]
So what do you do, when
Disclaimer: The word ‘You’ in the following lines is an assortment of many and not representing ME. …You admire a guy for the person he is, things he says or does, but you don’t think you can date him coz he is kinda out of your reach and you also don’t know how he […]
I was charmed yesterday
I wanted to cry today. Just cry. Not for any particular person or reason. I was charmed yesterday…… damn I hate sequels. Anyways since my friend asked…what happened to the man who charmed me…….. I don’t know what love is? But I always wanted to fall in love. Wanted to give my everything, from body […]
wow
“Met a great guy today…he was wow…simply wow.. am charmed.” When was the last time I said that…lemme go back in time… checking out the archives of my blog would suffice. Some where in the mid of Feb this year here is that post. Two in a year, not bad, its progress rather, given the […]
Full circle
No, you are not out of my mind. There isn’t a single ‘free’ moment of the day when I don’t think of you, you are the first thought when I wake up, you are the last when I sink in sleep. Just that you don’t know, and you would never know coz I won’t ever […]
A Testimony
With a spectacular Charm and a brilliant smile he is every woman’s dream come true and yet he isn’t the one for you…or may be you aint the one for him.A little loud…some times rude too…but at least no pretentions…that’s the first impression that will probably be built by him on you, a man whose […]
And finally ‘You’
Coming outta that dream world……… Lemme talk bout the first man in my life whom I have looked at and felt he can be the one I can spent the rest of my life with. No, not in love yet, no butterflies in stomach or anywhere either, just find him special. If there is anything […]
You
If this was a perfect world, This man would have been my perfect man and we would have fallen in love so very perfectly that we would have lived happily ever after…. Thanks god this isn’t a perfect world Talking about dazenamused. I have been reading his blog for quite some time. Though he has […]
Mirage this feeling
Mirage, this feeling Beware, fight it Stop Look behind What did you get last time Remember Hope is a fool’s sweetest dream. I have been loosing all hopes of ever falling in love and having a relationship. It seems the two shall never meet, my parameters of what I want from a man and his […]
Ideal Match
Its been so long that I got tagged…Finally responding Was tagged by Beautiful and Insane by the same tag…and if I am not too wrong the most popular one recently… 8 points of a perfect Lover am making it 10 somehow just can’t do in 8. Target – Male availability – haven’t found him yet […]
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Going through a strange feeling today. Going out to a weekend trip to Jim Corbett National Park with the Lets Go group. This is our first backpacking. Mostly new members are going the original members have long disassociated themselves from the group. I wasn’t also bothering to initiate any activity…couldn’t think of anyone to form […]
What happened before Sanju was the boss
[First published on 1st Feb'06, edited on 23rd Jun'09] A lot of music lovers here have been entertained by one talented singer called Adnan Sami. I have liked his songs once in a while too. But I have a problem with his music videos. Quite a few of his videos feature him with some of […]
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