This Is My Truth

Thus spake Me | XLIII

I am not worried that this guy didn’t love me or that guy hurt me, am worried what am I gonna do with all the love I have in my heart, what good are they if I can’t shower them upon someone.

Thus spake Me | XLII

I am straight and I am in love with everything that is bent.

Thus spake Me | XLI

A broken heart aches more, thousand broken pieces thousand times the pain.

Thus spake Me | XL

On CNN IBN yesterday, Mr. Harish Salve was saying, “If people of India would lose their faith in the leaders in Parliament…” I thought Mr. Salve is very naive, I mean when did people of India ever have faith in their leaders and like they can do jackshit about it.

Thus spake Me | XXXIX

I am a romantic, I need to constantly find romance…new day, new romance.

Thus spake Me | XXXVIII

I am given to understand by my own life experience that there is nothing stronger than the truth. As long as I am speaking the truth, there is nothing to fear or lose or be embarrassed of. (On asking what makes me write so candidly)

Thus spake Me | XXXVII

Ask me who is it who – Lightens up a gloomy day, fills the heart with joy, brings sudden rush of energy, makes me alive again, brings it all back? It’s not him. It’s him who is not supposed to be. It’s not my fault, it’s the blood that runs through my vein, the air I breathe. And I don’t control any of it. (Talking about or unspoken feelings)

Thus spake Me | XXXVI

I am so obsessed with the idea of having an extra ordinary life that I avoid anything that is easy & regular…even if they make me happy.

Thus spake Me | XXXV

I think it makes sense to keep it this way. The undercurrent of it, that would keep it forever charged. Any more of it and there would be a short circuit. (Talking of unspoken feelings)

Thus speak Me | XXXIV

To love him in silence,
to love him in distance,
in his love I shall pain
and in this pain I shall dance
sing, shine and rise.

Thus speak Me | XXXIII

I have many friends – on my Gtalk and a zillion other social media sites – and at times I stare at the list of the virtual IDs, all kinds of people with all their interesting status messages, the green yellow and red signals…and I wonder, what remains of me in them once I sign out?

Thus speak Me | XXXII

Revenge is sweet only when taken on unsuspecting revengee that is why I often pretend that I have forgiven.

Thus speak Me | XXXI

I am so obsessed with the idea of having an extra ordinary life that I avoid anything that is easy & regular…even if they make me happy.

Thus spake Me | XXX

Your life would never be what you want it to be, or what you thought it could be, it would exactly be what you fear it to be, famous and lonely.

Thus spake Me | XXIX

Why is culture such a big deal? Because people who can’t find enough facets within themselves to define their identity depend upon external things like culture and language and that’s all they are. A multifaceted person’s identity cannot ever be restricted by one culture.

Thus spake Me | XXVIII

I always believed there is no big deal in falling in love with someone who is really lovable, true challenge is to love someone who is weird and not so lovable. And when someone can achieve that, you know it is true love indeed.

Thus spake Me | XXVII

Someone once asked, what would be your piece of advice to a person who is contemplating suicide, I advised, “Go to hell”

Thus spake Me | XXVI

This guy said, “Behind every successful man, there is a woman. Well, no shit, if he wasn’t successful she wouldn’t be behind him, would she?” He thought he was being funny. My answer to him, “It’s wen we stick it up their ass that they become successful, their ass hole needs to be kept busy you see otherwise they only go about crapping.”

Thus spake Me | XXV

That’s a tricky word, ‘natural’ – after thousands of years have gone into suppressing a behavior, the suppression becomes a culture, it gets deeply embedded and carried forward through our genes – and we end up calling it ‘natural’. There was no suppression in true state of nature.

Thus spake Me | XXIV

That’s a ‘hmm’ post…my thoughts flowing on the webpage via keyboard, if my thoughts could wait for punctuation…and spell check…they wudn’t reach that webpage in the first place. [On being pointed out of punctuation and spelling errors on a personal blog post]

Thus spake Me | XXIII

I don’t belong to anything, body, person, concept, thought, believe, system, discipline, logic, reason, philosophy for too long. I change all of them. Or let’s say I move on from one to the other

Thus spake Me | XXII

When you lay your trust on someone, be also prepared for a betrayal. Trust is a voluntary act, no one forces you to trust someone, so when it’s your volition to trust, be open to your trustees volition to betray, cause we are human after all very unpredictable.

Thus spake Me | XXI

This morality thing we hav…its a complete shit I tell u… Your entire life is driven by stupid crap, at the end of the day you are just another brick on the wall…we all exist as zombies walking talking without questioning.

Thus spake Me | I

Heart…Hurt… didn’t I always say spellings don’t change meanings.

Thus spake Me | II

“There are more things between S E and X than your dick can ever think of”

Thus spake Me | III

“Have been there, done that, seen all, felt nothing, cry for none, wish for nothing.”

Thus Spake Me | IV

“Gimme my share of tears and I shall leave you alone”

Thus spake Me | V

“I am like the suspense of those crappy scary movies… you keep sitting by the edge of your seat to know me, this fascinating mystery… you hold your breathe…. you contemplate… and then by the end when you know me… you feel the revelation was not worth it… the wait was futile……. I was just another ordinary girl…….. Great suspense built up but Real bad climax… that’s my truth…”

Thus spake Me | VI

“All feminists are heartbroken romantics”

Thus spake Me | VII

I am not a bong, not a Delhite, not Indian, not Westerner, not modern, not traditional….. there is just no way you can label me……. except for one…I am just ME.

Thus spake Me | VIII

“Dreams, Desires, Hopes, Expectations, A touch, A kiss…A long Road…A destination Unknown.. That’s life for me”

Thus Spake Me | IX

“Defensive Denial…… first sign of Admission”

Thus spake Me | X

Har kisiko mukkammal jahan nahi milta
kisiko zamin to kisiko asmaan nahi milta
aur kuch loosers aise bhi hai jinko saala kuch bhi nahi milta

Thus spake Me | XI

Koi Jab tumahara Hriday tor de,
Tadapta huye tumhe chor de,
Tab tum mere paas aana priye….
apan ke kaleje ko thandak milegi
tumhe tadapta dekh ke

Thus spake Me | XII

“The greatest fallacy one commits in knowing a human being is to believe in exactly what one says… The greatest achivement lies in unpackaging the words and finding the truth…”

Thus spake Me | XIII

They all are eventually assholes… some good some bad… so the only solace…the good ones don’t give you constipation.

Thus spake Me | XIV

The problem is I type faster than I think, and I think faster than I read and I comprehend even before I could read which is pretty much my job as a lawyer… … I don’t always mean what I say, then there are times I really mean what I say but pretend I did not mean what i said, but then most of the times i dont say a lot of things i want to… [said while clarifying myself on some misunderstanding over an email exchange]

Thus spake Me | XV

“Nice talking to you” we invariably say at the end of each chat session and this is what quickly comes to my mind………

How God proposed and man disposed. God proposed we spake through our mouth and hear through our ears. We now spake through our fingers and listen through our eyes (courtesy Yahoo/other Instant Messenger)

Thus spake Me | XVI

“I am your need. Needs change.”

Thus spake Me | XVII

“In life it is so very rare that you meet someone that you truly like and that someone also happens to like you…to find is difficult to keep is an effort…a lot of care and concern …it is just that much and we fail to achieve… That smile, that look, that thing u feel… is very delicate, very fragile, if you find it carry it with caution, handle it with care…”

Thus spake Me | XVIII

Meeting my dream man means nothing to me for I don’t know what is to be done with these dream men. Are we supposed to marry them when we meet them? are we supposed to fall in love? what is love? what do we do after we fall in love? Marry? Is there nothing besides that?

Thus spake Me | XIX

If hearts were blogs… and if you visit a woman’s blog everyday..keep leaving nice comments there… link her blog on ur blog roll…she wud eventually link her blog with yours… no matter how dumb your blog is. It’s automatic.

Thus spake Me | XX

You gotta be Deserving to be Demanding