Mirage, this feeling
Beware, fight it
Look behind
What did you get last time
Hope is a fool’s sweetest dream.

I have been loosing all hopes of ever falling in love and having a relationship. It seems the two shall never meet, my parameters of what I want from a man and his parameters of his woman. It all seems to be a long distant dream now of meeting someone, liking him, dating him for sometime, spend some nice quality time with him, get proposed by him, actually hear the words “I love you” in a real person’s voice, have those silly fights and then plant a kiss of sorry on each others lips, those dreaming together of a home….none of these sweet nothings are ever going to happen in my life it seems.