Thus spake Me


Thus spake Me | LX

Remember, every thing you ever learned, is capable of being unlearned.

Thus spake Me | LIX

Women who are easy to get to the bed, are also the ones who easily slip right out of it. Good sex is not enough to hold on to them. You gotta do something more

Thus spake Me | LVIII

Once a man slept with you, whether made passionate love to you or just had meaningless sex, you have a little bit of him in you that is forever yours to cherish. He may push you away as much as he wants but he can never take that away. So woman go ahead and have him.

Thus spake Me | LVII

Our sweetest songs are those that reminds of saddest thoughts, our happiest stories are those that remained unwritten.

Thus spake Me | LVI

The other day I told myself, I want a big apple. Doesn’t matter if its sweet or not, should be big. Then I realized, everybody wants a bigger apple. Nobody finds one.

Thus spake Me | LV

I am very good at agreeing with and taking people’s suggestions with all sincerity. And then I go ahead and do exactly as I planned. I am awesome at faking sincerity.

Thus spake Me | LIV

I don’t know where things would go from here, my tomorrow has never been faithful to my today. Something always fucks up. But I need this now. If not for anything else, for my poetry.

Thus spake Me | LIII

Human beings cannot be judged on the basis of features. Bhaiya isme kya kya features hai? Tall, handsome, rich, intelligent, creative, successful… Its not who you are that is important, its what you can be to me. And that is a process.

Thus spake Me | LII

A friend told me, “You will meet your prince charming soon.” I said, “I am not looking for prince or charming. I am far more attracted to a damaged broken soul with a golden heart.” She said, “that’s the prince charming”

Thus spake Me | LI

Most people are driving a car. Not all of them are on the right track. But at least they have a steering with which they can steer. I am on a boat, lost at sea, lost my compass, don’t know where is North, South, West or East, going wherever the wind takes me.

Thus spake Me | L

They say you can’t lose what you never had. I never found love yet I lost it, I can’t love anymore.

Thus spake Me | XLIX

In your one hand you have hope, the other one has dreams. You hold on to them tight, you will lose them still.

Thus spake Me | XLVIII

We love, we don’t hate, we move on like we never met.

Thus spake Me | XLVII

Am a traveling wisdom picker, on my journey from ‘being’ to ‘becoming.’

 

Thus spake Me | XLVI

5 min of my life turned into ashes in 40 secs flat. I smoked a cigarette

Thus spake Me | XLV

I hated you so much so uncontrollably. How much I myself didn’t know, didn’t know until the day I first loved you. And now you don’t know.

Thus spake Me | XLIV

When a lot of nice things come your way totally unexpectedly, do you think its divine hand or evil conspiracy? Perspectives! Key to happiness!

Thus spake Me | XLIII

I am not worried that this guy didn’t love me or that guy hurt me, am worried what am I gonna do with all the love I have in my heart, what good are they if I can’t shower them upon someone.

Thus spake Me | XLII

I am straight and I am in love with everything that is bent.

Thus spake Me | XLI

A broken heart aches more, thousand broken pieces thousand times the pain.

Thus spake Me | XL

On CNN IBN yesterday, Mr. Harish Salve was saying, “If people of India would lose their faith in the leaders in Parliament…” I thought Mr. Salve is very naive, I mean when did people of India ever have faith in their leaders and like they can do jackshit about it.

Thus spake Me | XXXIX

I am a romantic, I need to constantly find romance…new day, new romance.

Thus spake Me | XXXVIII

I am given to understand by my own life experience that there is nothing stronger than the truth. As long as I am speaking the truth, there is nothing to fear or lose or be embarrassed of.

Thus spake Me | XXXVII

Ask me who is it who – Lightens up a gloomy day, fills the heart with joy, brings sudden rush of energy, makes me alive again, brings it all back? It’s not him. It’s him who is not supposed to be. It’s not my fault, it’s the blood that runs through my vein, the air I breathe. And I don’t control any of it.

Thus spake Me | XXXVI

I am so obsessed with the idea of having an extra ordinary life that I avoid anything that is easy & regular…even if they make me happy.

Thus spake Me | XXXV

I think it makes sense to keep it this way. The undercurrent of it, that would keep it forever charged. Any more of it and there would be a short circuit.

Thus speak Me | XXXIV

To love him in silence,
to love him in distance,
in his love I shall pain
and in this pain I shall dance
sing, shine and rise.

Thus speak Me | XXXIII

I have many friends – on my Gtalk and a zillion other social media sites – and at times I stare at the list of the virtual IDs, all kinds of people with all their interesting status messages, the green yellow and red signals…and I wonder, what remains of me in them once I sign out?

Thus speak Me | XXXII

Revenge is sweet only when taken on unsuspecting revengee that is why I often pretend that I have forgiven.

Thus speak Me | XXXI

I am so obsessed with the idea of having an extra ordinary life that I avoid anything that is easy & regular…even if they make me happy.

Thus spake Me | XXX

Your life would never be what you want it to be, or what you thought it could be, it would exactly be what you fear it to be, famous and lonely.

Thus spake Me | XXIX

Why is culture such a big deal? Because people who can’t find enough facets within themselves to define their identity depend upon external things like culture and language and that’s all they are. A multifaceted person’s identity cannot ever be restricted by one culture.

Thus spake Me | XXVIII

I always believed there is no big deal in falling in love with someone who is really lovable, true challenge is to love someone who is weird and not so lovable. And when someone can achieve that, you know it is true love indeed.

Thus spake Me | XXVII

Someone once asked, what would be your piece of advice to a person who is contemplating suicide, I advised, “Go to hell”

Thus spake Me | XXVI

This guy said, “Behind every successful man, there is a woman. Well, no shit, if he wasn’t successful she wouldn’t be behind him, would she?” He thought he was being funny. My answer to him, “It’s wen we stick it up their ass that they become successful, their ass hole needs to be kept busy you see otherwise they only go about crapping.”

Thus spake Me | XXV

That’s a tricky word, ‘natural’ – after thousands of years have gone into suppressing a behavior, the suppression becomes a culture, it gets deeply embedded and carried forward through our genes – and we end up calling it ‘natural’. There was no suppression in true state of nature.

Thus spake Me | XXIV

That’s a ‘hmm’ post…my thoughts flowing on the webpage via keyboard, if my thoughts could wait for punctuation…and spell check…they wudn’t reach that webpage in the first place. [On being pointed out of punctuation and spelling errors on a personal blog post]

Thus spake Me | XXIII

I don’t belong to anything, body, person, concept, thought, believe, system, discipline, logic, reason, philosophy for too long. I change all of them. Or let’s say I move on from one to the other

Thus spake Me | XXII

When you lay your trust on someone, be also prepared for a betrayal. Trust is a voluntary act, no one forces you to trust someone, so when it’s your volition to trust, be open to your trustees volition to betray, cause we are human after all very unpredictable.

Thus spake Me | XXI

This morality thing we hav…its a complete shit I tell u… Your entire life is driven by stupid crap, at the end of the day you are just another brick on the wall…we all exist as zombies walking talking without questioning.

Thus spake Me | I

Heart…Hurt… didn’t I always say spellings don’t change meanings.

Thus spake Me | II

“There are more things between S E and X than your dick can ever think of”

Thus spake Me | III

“Have been there, done that, seen all, felt nothing, cry for none, wish for nothing.”

Thus Spake Me | IV

“Gimme my share of tears and I shall leave you alone”

Thus spake Me | V

“I am like the suspense of those crappy scary movies… you keep sitting by the edge of your seat to know me, this fascinating mystery… you hold your breathe…. you contemplate… and then by the end when you know me… you feel the revelation was not worth it… the wait was futile……. I was just another ordinary girl…….. Great suspense built up but Real bad climax… that’s my truth…”

Thus spake Me | VI

“All feminists are heartbroken romantics”

Thus spake Me | VII

I am not a bong, not a Delhite, not Indian, not Westerner, not modern, not traditional….. there is just no way you can label me……. except for one…I am just ME.

Thus spake Me | VIII

“Dreams, Desires, Hopes, Expectations, A touch, A kiss…A long Road…A destination Unknown.. That’s life for me”

Thus Spake Me | IX

“Defensive Denial…… first sign of Admission”

Thus spake Me | X

Har kisiko mukkammal jahan nahi milta
kisiko zamin to kisiko asmaan nahi milta
aur kuch loosers aise bhi hai jinko saala kuch bhi nahi milta

Thus spake Me | XI

Koi Jab tumahara Hriday tor de,
Tadapta huye tumhe chor de,
Tab tum mere paas aana priye….
apan ke kaleje ko thandak milegi
tumhe tadapta dekh ke

Thus spake Me | XII

“The greatest fallacy one commits in knowing a human being is to believe in exactly what one says… The greatest achivement lies in unpackaging the words and finding the truth…”

Thus spake Me | XIII

They all are eventually assholes… some good some bad… so the only solace…the good ones don’t give you constipation.

Thus spake Me | XIV

The problem is I type faster than I think, and I think faster than I read and I comprehend even before I could read which is pretty much my job as a lawyer… … I don’t always mean what I say, then there are times I really mean what I say but pretend I did not mean what i said, but then most of the times i dont say a lot of things i want to… [said while clarifying myself on some misunderstanding over an email exchange]

Thus spake Me | XV

“Nice talking to you” we invariably say at the end of each chat session and this is what quickly comes to my mind………

How God proposed and man disposed. God proposed we spake through our mouth and hear through our ears. We now spake through our fingers and listen through our eyes (courtesy Yahoo/other Instant Messenger)

Thus spake Me | XVI

“I am your need. Needs change.”

Thus spake Me | XVII

“In life it is so very rare that you meet someone that you truly like and that someone also happens to like you…to find is difficult to keep is an effort…a lot of care and concern …it is just that much and we fail to achieve… That smile, that look, that thing u feel… is very delicate, very fragile, if you find it carry it with caution, handle it with care…”

Thus spake Me | XVIII

Meeting my dream man means nothing to me for I don’t know what is to be done with these dream men. Are we supposed to marry them when we meet them? are we supposed to fall in love? what is love? what do we do after we fall in love? Marry? Is there nothing besides that?

Thus spake Me | XIX

If hearts were blogs… and if you visit a woman’s blog everyday..keep leaving nice comments there… link her blog on ur blog roll…she wud eventually link her blog with yours… no matter how dumb your blog is. It’s automatic.

Thus spake Me | XX

You gotta be Deserving to be Demanding

27 thoughts on “Thus spake Me

  1. Sanjukta,

    It was nice reading your thoughts…..wont say u r charming….but u r matured enough to think positively….thats good. The bet I liked about u……u want be be urself…..thats great….

    We all live to see another day…but to make it brighter…is what we strive for….

    take care…be safe….rajat…

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  2. I found myself smiling when i was reading one of ur thoughts here…

    That is because i found one of the many things i jot down in my diary…but in a better language and with apt words.

    Sameera

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  3. Enjoyed reading a few of your blogs from here in Hong Kong…just chanced upon them as a few lines caught my attention..probably becos we have the same name and I AM a Bong!! Love yr sense of humour about everything. Keep writing.

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  4. Hi Sanjukta,

    I read ur fuckin idli article..I relocated to blore from delhi last week,as got an offer of of few lakhs extra here..but still confused abt the life in this city.Blore hv good job..delhi has life

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  5. Hi Samy,

    As usual , when i can afford to read you.. i run a google on your blogs and read..you!!
    Trust life will be treating you well.

    Regards,

    Dev..il

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  6. “There are more things between S E and X than your dick can ever think of”

    Quite superb!

    “Meeting my dream man means nothing to me for I don’t know what is to be done with these dream men. Are we supposed to marry them when we meet them? are we supposed to fall in love? what is love? what do we do after we fall in love? Marry? Is there nothing besides that?”

    I found this one to be deep.

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  7. “If hearts were blogs… and if you visit a woman’s blog everyday..keep leaving nice comments there… link her blog on ur blog roll…she wud eventually link her blog with yours… no matter how dumb your blog is. It’s automatic.”

    Really? You really think so?

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  8. “I am like the suspense of those crappy scary movies… you keep sitting by the edge of your seat to know me, this fascinating mystery… you hold your breathe…. you contemplate… and then by the end when you know me… you feel the revelation was not worth it… the wait was futile……. I was just another ordinary girl…….. Great suspense built up but Real bad climax… that’s my truth…”

    Awesome again!!!

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  9. hi
    how r u?
    acutally can u spend ur time for me
    i need a very very nice testimonial for my girlfriend but i had problem in my english language so dude i need ur help…i love she to much so i need one very nice wonderful testimonial for her pls help me ,thanking you

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  10. hi
    how r u?
    acutally can u spend ur time for me
    i need a very very nice testimonial for my girlfriend but i had problem in my english language so dude i need ur help…i love she to much so i need one very nice wonderful testimonial for her pls help me ,thanking you
    by the way this is my email id yahoo babi200691@yahoo.com

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  11. “I am your need. Needs change.”
    Very true.

    Of late have been reading your blogs. And have added a link to your blog on my blog; hope you don’t mind.

    Keep blogging

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  12. hey hi,
    got to know about u from my brother Nirav Thakker. he told me about the freehugs campaign that you guys are planning on 14th…. i wanted to know more bout this and also wanted to be a part of this event! plz do let me know the details on prateek.thakker@gmail.com. i am not a blogger but plan to start blogging soon. :) hope to receive a positive response from u! :)

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  13. Hey….dont kno how….bt accidently landed on this page..

    u seem intresting…….I mean ws so mad scanning your blog 2de that didnt work at al in offic….

    wud be gud to kno more bout u.!!!!

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  14. amazing thoughts!! my fav is ‘You gotta be Deserving to be Demanding’ very true!!

    after reading.. i felt…it was time well spent!!

    Cheers!!

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  15. Hi Sanjukta,

    Do you know a Shantanoo Mukherjee, because he claims that ‘ Thus Spake Me ‘ was all written by him and he lost his diary in the year 2007 and you have copied all this from his Diary.

    Please let me know so that I can slap him with the fact.

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  16. yes you are another ordinary girl with all that creativity, happiness, pain and you are extraordinary. . infact each of us are extraordinary and only if we can realise it the world will realise it.

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  17. Hi Sanjukta,

    Found your blog pretty interesting. Wanna know more about you… Do check out my website if you get time… Wish to be a friend of you… write back…

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